Ok…. It’s hit…. I’m going stir crazy- If I have to cook one more meal, fix one more snack, one more drink or answer one more school question I’m going to go mad! Ok, so the school things isn’t that bad- it’s just as soon as I get settled in on my work I hear a “Mom, can you watch me?” or “Mom, I need help!” I can only watch you trace your name 3829x’s without crossing my eyes, I can only be excited about glue so much- and if you ask me for help, I come over to help you PLEASE don’t huff and puff if I ask your opinion or your thought process for the answer. I know, I know things could be worse. I TOTALLY get it, but I’m human and I’m going to vent. Power to all the teachers and every day SAHMs. It’s a tough days work.
I am super thankful for this time at home with them, super blessed to have a job that allows me to still work full time at home via telework. I like our new little schedule we’ve made. We’ve bonded with each other in different ways than before and even though we’re all stuck together in the same house 24/7 we’re not completely sick of each other. well today I may be lol …The girls and I have created our blog pages, we’ve taken up recycling, more exercising, completed a few house/yard projects, and I have even been able to soak in some vitamin D outside in the back. I have had conversations with each kiddo on things we don’t get to just chat about or hear their side of the story on- So it’s not ALL bad, typing it out it actually sounds pretty good and I’m going to miss the extra time- BUT LAWDY BE!
Today I just want to hide, I want to get in my car turn up the radio or listen to an audio book and drive. I want to sit alone in a silent room and do nothing by myself. I want a thank you when I give the 12th snack of the day or 10th meal or 50th drink- I want a “what can I do for you?” I want my excel spreadsheet to magically work the first time. I want all this junk I’m eating to have zero carbs. I want to want to do my hair and make up. I want people to not get moody just because and then take it out on me. I want to go to the movies. I want to fill my candy dish at work and have people come eat it and chat about their day. I want to see my mom and dad and hug them. I want a break.
Ok I’m done complaining. My life is not hard or horrible, I’m just having a Corona Pity Party…. maybe I should go make Quarantini’s….
